it's been a long while since i wrote. 'the pursuit of happyness' is rather a inspiration film and a-pat-on-the-back for those who have been working hard and have yet to enjoy their fruits of labor. it's an encouraging film and it showed how tough it is to survive in the society.
i had been bumming around these days, doing nothing with my life. (i'd been trying to convince myself that i'm doing something out of this time i have, but apparently i have not.) i ought to be thinking about what i have to spend/survive with after my $xxx.00 in my account is used, i ought to be thinking about how i'd live through the weeks before my school starts, and even after. i guess things have changed now, i'll be 21 this year. i guess this is adulthood - earning your own living expenses, worrying about tomorrow's dinner, and the day after's.
i wish i never grew up.
